2 weeks past since i first step into SMTI nee soon camp
well my training is basically full of lectures everyday
and it feels like i m back to school where i have to memorise things i m nt even interested in...
damn medic course is indeed torturing on the mind
especially when i do nt have any background knowledge in biology
suppose to have my first live IV last friday bt i missed it due to medical appointment
i m totally not a soldier pls... i m just a civilian forced to wear green!
haix i totally need to find a way to get thru my remaining 19 months...

received my letters from NTU and SMU finally
still wondering if i shld go for the business course or shld i change to FASS...
heard from my frens the ppl in business course are totally out of my league
and hence may compromise my performance in class participation...
however this may be a chance to improve myself by learning from them
haix maybe i shld jus stop thinking for now and decide 19 months later after i ORD-ed...

booking in later at 2200...
tml will be my first theory test on human body
have a feeling that i will totally flung this test
i have missed 3 days of lesson in the first week due to MC
and missed 1 day of lesson last week due to medical appointment...
haha i guess i will be OOC soon if i continue to miss lesson